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My dad and I went CD shopping today at Newbury Comics. Strange I know. I picked up Jem's CD Finally Woken, Jason Mraz's Waiting For My Rocket To Come, and Bush's The Science Of Things. My dad tuned me into a new/old group called Muse. Pretty cool stuff. After shopping we made dinner. I'm embarrassed to say that we wasted 2 hrs of our lives watching VH1's The 50 Most Awesomely Bad Songs...Ever. That's right 2 hrs. I think I hate myself now. For point of information, the most awesomely bad song ever was Starship's We Built This City. *goes to listen to Muse to get the bad songs out of my head*

song stuck in T's head: Muse - Butterflies & Hurricanes

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song stuck in T's head: Jillmax - GET9

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Oh yea, I was just a tad bored in World History class tonight. Even though I like the material, the professor's droning on gets to me. Tonight the lecture was about the raise of the Egyptian civilization. All I could think about the whole time was Stargate Sg-1, which kept me mildly entertained. Maybe I should just imagine Dr. Jackson up there giving the lectures instead of my boring professor.

song stuck in T's head: Joel Goldsmith feat. David Arnold - Stargate Sg-1 Main Theme

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Ok, it's the first day of June and it's 55ºF outside. Does anyone see anything wrong with this picture!? New layout for June, very summer feel to it. I wish I was where she is. I want tan lines like that! The design is not my design it belong's to Magic Girl at PRESENT.prv.pl.. Once again I ended up adding/changing some stuff slightly. Well, off to class later!

song stuck in T's head: Darren Hayes - Spin

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Memorial Day's a holiday?! I didn't get the memo! Yea, so basically I didn't have a three day weekend like normal people did. But then again when have I ever been normal. I had Archery class today. I know what you're thinking, 'it's a holiday.' Well, like I said I didn't get the memo or rather the administration at SSC didn't when they scheduled my Archery class. It's a short summer class that only meets for 4 classes and because of the end date the administration had put down. We had to have class on Memorial Day. Otherwise we would have had to make it up on Friday, yuck no thanks. Then right after that I went to work until 5pm. Yes, the local market was open on Memorial Day. After all, people need a place to buy Potato Salad and Hot Days on a holiday that marks the beginning of summer.

song stuck in T's head: Gavin DeGraw - I Don't Want To Be

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I've got bruises on my arm from the bowstring in Archery. Remember kids always wear an arm guard. It was nice of the professor to suggest it to me, of course it was after I had whacked myself a couple of times. I've also got one on my leg from bracing the bow. No pain, no game as they say. It's still awfully fun. ^_^

Bleh, didn't need to have bought my textbooks for World History after all. I could have waited and saved some money. Oh well. *shrugs shoulders*

song stuck in T's head: Lenny Kravitz - Where Are We Running?

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I love Professor Hamliton. He cracks me up. Oceanography looks to be as much fun as Meteorology was. I'm alittle bored at moment in the class because the first 2 lectures are the exact same as those from Meteorology. We get to play with maps and GPS. ^_^ After class I went to the bookstore and purchased my World History books. *shakes fist at bookstore for the overcharge* I would have waited and gotten from Amazon.com like I did my Composition book but I think I need it for Wednesday. $133 for two paperback textbooks, that's got to be a crime. There should be law against that!

song stuck in T's head: Frank Sinatra - Where or When

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Wahoo! First day of class of my new semester is over! Archery rocked! That's right I'm taking Archery! Me and flying projectiles, mwahahahaha. Now, on the other hand, my world history class looks like its going to be very dry. >_< And he wants us to write two 10 page papers due at the last class meeting. Umm, two 10 page papers in 6 weeks, I'm not sure how that's gonna be possible. Bleh

song stuck in T's head: Björk - Them Modern Things

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My dad, grandmother and I took my little brother to the Aquarium. He loved it, except I think the jellyfish kind of scared him. He really liked the penguins. A fun time was had by all.

Pictures (click to make them bigger):

song stuck in T's head: Jonny Lang - Give Me Up Again

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I purchased one of my Composition books today and my Oceanography book this morning for a grand total of $103. Ouchy! The other two Composition books I need, I think I'm going to try and purchase used from Amazon.com. I've managed to find and purchase one of them for $14 instead of the $40 that the bookstore wants. Hopefully it will arrive before my first assignment needing it is posted. (My Composition class is an online course.) Did some shopping for my mom. Then I went and got my hair done.

New hairstyle:

song stuck in T's head: Liz Phair - Extraordinary

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Yea, my medications and I are not getting along well with each other. So, I went to the doctor this morning. She put me on some new stuff for 3 weeks to see how I do on that. I haven't started taking it right yet, because I have to reduce my dosages of the old stuff, then switch. So, we'll see how this goes. She also informed me that this group of medications all have the same properties. So, if I have problems with one, I may have problems with them all. Oh, great! Well, anyway here's hoping that's not the case. *crosses fingers*

song stuck in T's head: Garbage - Special

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what flavor pocky are you?


[c] sugardew

song stuck in T's head: Yuki Kajiura - Open Your Heart

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Classes have been over for me for about a week now. I've received final grades for all but one. My prof has yet to e-mail my grade and she's not posting them on her door like my other prof. It's kinda annoying me that I haven't gotten it yet. My other prof had them done by the end of the week I took the final. She's going to Italy or some place like that over the summer...she'd better e-mail my grade before she goes. She teaches high school kids, my guess is she's still got the end of May and June teaching them. Yea, I'm not being very patience about it but I don't want it hanging over my head. Now that I've had some more free time. I've thrown up and new layout. The design is not my design it belong's to Magic Girl at PRESENT.prv.pl. I liked the layout, but ended up adding/changing some stuff slightly. The layout seemed appropriate a semester ending for me and another beginning this month of May. Next semester's schedule for me is going to be even crazier for me than the last. I have to go buy my books at some point this coming week. Or I might try and buy them cheaper somewhere online. I don't mind paying the money for the Oceanography book but the History book and the Composition book, yea I don't want to pay some insanely high price for them like $100+.

My desktop weather monitor is on crack. It says its 62ºF here. My room is at least 90ºF meaning its gotta be in the 80's out side.

I will never make fun of my grandparents for microwaving catfood for their cats again. As some of you may or may not know, I have a 2nd job now working at the Deli in the local market down the street from my house. Some woman came in and asked me to shave a ¼ lb of turkey for HER CAT. She had me do it twice because it wasn't thin enough for her cat. Kept insisting that the cat was picky and that it was a 9/11 cat. 9/11 cat? WTF does that mean? This kind of thing furthers my desire to be reincarnated has a house cat.

song stuck in T's head: Tenth Planet - Ghosts

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Today was nice and warm until the rain showed up.

I spent the afternoon with my dad and my brother. We went over my grandparents so that my dad could fix a broken taillight on my grandmother's car. They weren't home and the taillight wasn't broken after all or my grandfather had fixed it already.

After going to my grandparents place, we went to an ice cream stand in the area. My brother had banana ice cream (or banana cream, as he called it), my dad had coffee ice cream and I had peach frozen yogurt.

Moment of the day had to be my arrival at my dad's place before we even when out of the afternoon:

My dad: "What's that on your back?"
(I was wearing a tank top)
Me: "A tattoo."
My dad: "Is it real?"
Me: "Well, it hasn't washed off in the shower in the six months I've had it."
My dad: "Oh."

And that was the end of the conversation about it.

song stuck in T's head: THE STRiPES - OPEN YOUR HEART ~Ten Made Todo

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Why did they call it a spork and not a foon?

song stuck in T's head: Koda Kumi - Crazy4U

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Guess what? I&apos;m Kakei!

I'm the homeless moody bishie who shares an apartment with the jerk (who saved my life) above the drugstore where I work. When I'm not being groped by my boss's boyfriend, I take on supernatural side jobs by aid of my acute psychometric abilities for extra cash.

Find out with GD bishie you are | by Aelice

song stuck in T's head: Jem - They

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April Fool's Day is such as lame ass holiday. Hell, it's not even a "real" holiday. That should tell you something.

Someguy in Greenland decided to paint an iceberg red, no joke. SO, there's now a red iceberg floating around the North Atlantic. Talk about an environmental hazard. *shrugs* At least the ships will be able to see it.

Norah Jones shops at Target. Her boyfriend thinks she's cheap because she does. I'd say she needs to shop for a new boyfriend. Anyway, I don't see what's so damn great about her music anyway. Personally, I don't like it.

song stuck in T's head: HIDE - Run Rabbit Junk

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My calculus test on Monday just plain hurt. My meteorology test? Ha Ha! WTF was that?! WHERE WAS THE QUESTION ON WIND?????????? Professor, because he's sick, cancels a lecture, then assigns six chapters of reading the class before the test. And has two out of the three essay questions on the reading. And me like an idiot concentrated on the reading that had to do with the lectures we had, all TWO of them, silly me.

song stuck in T's head: Origa - rise

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It never ceases to amaze me how people that are busy bodies and gossip hounds can be so interested in pointing out the flaws in other people lives and so completely miss their own. My step mother is a prime example of this. She decided to mention my employment status tonight when I was over for dinner. Now, my mother has every right to say things to me about it, my step mother however, has none. I don't live under her roof and she doesn't have to pay bills that have to do with me. I couldn't believe that she said something to me about it. I was so pissed off. WTF. It's none of her business. She don't understand a damn thing about me or my life. So, she has no right to say anything about it. I guess this is why I don't get alone well with her at all. I used to, but that was back when I was much, much younger. She ought to pay attention to her own life. It's pretty bad that my father has to ask me if my therapist does marriage counseling. People who poke their noses where they aren't wanted are one of my pet peeves, along with people who talk with their mouths full. Unfortunately, I think I can back track the bring up of the topic to my grandparents. I love them to death, but they talk way to much to my step mother about stuff sometimes. And because I'm upset I'm going to have to say something to my grandparents about it, which will result in them getting bent out of shape. Ok, people...it's MY LIFE. I think while I'm talking to them about that, I'll tell them about my tattoo, which they haven't heard about yet. I was going to wait until I had to tell them, i.e. the summer time when I'm wearing a sleeve-less shirt.

Now, if you don't mind, I'll be in the corner screaming at the wall, trying to find my center.

song stuck in T's head: Crazy Town - Black Cloud

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g e n e r a l
name: T-chan
single or taken: single, oh so single
sex: girl power all the way
bday: Dec 16th
sign: Sagittarius
siblings: 2 half bro's
hair color: reddish brown
eye color: greenish, they change
shoe size: 8
height: 5'9

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop: at a store?? Old Navy, New York & Company
any tattoos or piercings?: 3 piercings on each ear, and 1 tattoo

s p e c i f i c s
do you do drugs?: only the ones my doctor give me
what kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene Pro-V
what are you most scared of?: Dying alone
what are you listening to right now?: radio
who is the last person that called you?: my dad
who is the last person you talked to on the phone: my dad
who is the last person you called?: Jenn
where do you want to get married?: I doubt I'll get married
how many buddies are online right now?: 14
what would you change about yourself?: hrmm dunno

f a v o r i t e s

color: blue
food: sushi
boys name: Joe
girls name: Cameron
subjects in school: Meterology & Oceanography
animals: cuttlefish
sports: kayaking, karate

h a v e | y o u | e v e r

given anyone a bath?: do babies count?
smoked?: does 2nd hand smoke count?
bungee jumped: I don't like heights
skinny dipped?: nope
made yourself cry to get out of trouble? gotta go with wat works
pictured your crush naked?: *rofl*
actually seen your crush naked?: haha
cried when someone died?: Yes
lied: yes
fallen for your best friend?: nope
been rejected?: Yes
rejected someone?: Yes
used someone? yes
done something you regret?: hasn't everyone

c u r r e n t
clothes: black yoga pants and a t-shirt
music: 3 Doors Down - Away From the Sun
make-up: none
annoyance: my hair in my eyes
smell: incense
favorite group: Everything But The Girl
desktop picture: Crew of the Going Mery from One Piece
dvd in player: Princess Mononoke
color of toenails: not painted

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: *raises eye-brow*
hugged: Jenn
you imed: Dani
you yelled at: my doctor
you kissed: no one

a r e | y o u
understanding: try to be
open-minded: of course
arrogant: sometimes
insecure: sometimes
interesting: of course I am
random: in the dictionary there's a picture of me next to the word random
hungry: not really
smart: so ppl tell me
moody: *rofl*
hard working: yea
organized: pretty much
healthy: at the moment, NO
shy: not really
attractive: I'd like to think I am
messy: try not to be
responsible: I try to be...
obsessed: anime
angry: right now? annoyed more with my doctors
sad: sometimes
hyper: sometimes
talkative: if mood suits me

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: I have a list, ^_~
slap: some know everything girl in my calculus class
look like: the random extra in a movie or so Jenn says
talk to offline: Jenn, Dani, Amy, Kim...my family
talk to online: anyone on my buddy list who's not away, but sometimes I still talk to them.

r a n d o m
in the morning I am: aw come on, a few more hours, what about a snow day!!
all i need is: the ppl that I care about and the ppl that care about me.
love is: a beautiful thing if you have it
i dream about: watever strange thing my mind puts together using the days events

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: COKE
flowers or candy: flowers

s e x | l i f e
what do you notice first: eyes
last person you slow danced with: Lee
i used to be really close to and arent anymore:
who has a crush on you: no one that I know of
is easiest to talk to: Dani, Jenn or Amy..depending

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: nope
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah, I like being a girl. Go Girl Power! ^_~
wish you were younger: nope--most random ppl think I'm younger than I am any way; at a job interview not to long ago, I got asked if I was over 18.
Cried because someone said something to you?: well when they werent looking ya i cried, didnt want to show them they got to me

n u m b e r of times
I have had my heart broken: a few times
number of hearts i have broken: stupid 16 yr old fanboy stalkers
of guys I've kissed: i dont kiss and tell
of girls I've kissed: once
of continents I have lived in: just this one
of tight friends: 4
of cds i own: 400+
of scars on my body: only ones you can't see
of things that i regret: too many things

y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I want: to finish my degree
I wish: I wasnt always sick
I hate: being bored
I hear: my computer humming
I search: for love
I wonder: where my life is leading me
I regret: losing ppl
I love: sleeping

F i n a l
gold or silver: silver
what was the last film you saw at the movies?: LotR: Return of the King
what did you have for breakfast this morning?: dont do breakfast
who would you love being locked in a room with? Is there a bed in the room? While in a pinch, the floor will do ^_~
could you live without your computer? wat the hell kinda question is that? Of course NOT. I'm loved by computers.
would you color your hair? Oh yea, I do alot. Mostly natural looking colors, but I have done a few un-natural ones ^_~
could you ever get off the computer? Ha Ha! That's funny! My computer never shuts down.
habla espanol? si, quisiera una papas fritas!!
how many people are on your buddy list?: 83
drink alcohol? Rum & Coke w/lime
like watching sunrises or sunsets? sunsets, I dont get up that earily enough for sunrises



1. Have you ever gone to an anime convention?: of course
2. Are you planning to go to one in the near future?: Otakon
3. You have been to 1-5 conventions?: oh yeah
4. You have been to 6-10 conventions?: nope
5. You have been to 11 or more conventions?: nope
6. You rival Richard "Pocky" Kim in your con count?: that's too funny
7. You've been to a con for one day?: yup
8. You've stayed all three days of a con?: yuppers
9. You've had more than 4 people in a hotel room?: yea
10. You've slept on the floor of the hotel room?: yup

II. Social Behavior

11. Have you met someone you knew online at a con?: yes
12. Are you now good friends with an online friend?: yup
13. Are you now dating an online friend?: nope
14. Ever glomped someone?: yea
15. Ever been glomped?: yes, *sweet drop*
16. Ever have a fangirl/boy moment?: who hasn't
17. Was it over yaoi/yuri?: Nope
18. Cons are the extent of your social activity? Hell NO
19. People know who you are, even if you don't know them?: yes, a lil freaky though
20. You're a FansView Con Personality of the Week? nope

III. Cosplay
21. Ever cosplayed?: yup
22. Worn 2-3 costumes over a con?: nope
23. Worn 4-5 costumes over a con?: nope
24. Hell, you're changing costumes every other hour (6+ costumes)?: nope
25. Do you bring a camera to photograph cosplayers?: Chibi and Miaka take care of that for me ^_~
26. Participated in a masquerade?: nope
27. Won an award? nope
28. Been complimented on your costume?: yes
29. You're recognized by your local fabric store employees?: no
30. You take commissions?: i cant sew, so no


IV. Life At A Con
31. You usually stay up past midnight at a con?: yes
32. ...Past 2AM?: yup
33. ...Past 4AM?: only if the roomates are still up
34. Sleep is for the weak?: then i am really really weak.
35. You like Pocky?: COCONUT POCKY RULES!!!!
36. You've gotten sick of fast food by the end of the con?: oh yea
37. You've gone broke from eating hotel food?: hotel food is EVIL
38. You've survived off Ramen the whole weekend?: nah, I like to eat regular meals
39. You've blown at least $100 in the dealers room?: only $100?
40. You've managed to spend nothing in the dealers room?: well last day i usually dont cuz i am flat broke

V. Everything Else
41. You hang out regularly with con buddies?: if they lived closer to me, they won't be able to get rid of me
42. You go to school/work with con buddies?: yea
43. You drive more than an hour to see con buddies?: I gotta take a bus/train or fly to see most of them
44. You preregister for cons?: this is the way to save money!!
45. You plan months ahead for the next cons?: Thank you Chibs and Miaka
46. You've driven more than 6 hours to get to a con?: does riding a bus count?
47. You've taken a plane to get to a con?: flying is the only way to travel
48. You've volunteered at a convention?: yes
49. You're staff of a convention?: yup
50. You're starting your own convention?: nope

song stuck in T's head: Maaya Sakamoto - Cloud 9

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Are you Addicted to the Internet?

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Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.




The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!



song stuck in T's head: Eve 6 - Inside Out

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What would your Anime life be like? by hearthlight

Name:
Gender:
Your looks:Ethereal beauty.
Your best friend:Your computer. Really.
Your powers:None, you're utterly normal.
Your beloved:A valiant hero.
Your occupation:Demon slayer.
Your ending:Sweet and romantic.
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song stuck in T's head: TOMATO CUBE - I'm Here With You

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Cowboy Bebop - YOUR bounty by Drusilla
Username
How much are you worth?$226,930
Number of victims6,997
Your storyYou have an obsession with killing people with sporks. o.o
Will you be caught?Yes, you'll eventually be caught. But it won't be easy. For them.
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"Why a spork, cousin?"
"Cause, it would hurt more you twit!"
(cookie for anyone who gets the reference)

song stuck in T's head: Maroon 5 - Harder To Breathe

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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? bymorning_prayer
Your first full name</font>
Your personality rates anine =)
your best quality isew, nothing!
your worst quality isyou need to relax...alot
this is becauseyou were born this way
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song stuck in T's head: Olive - Speak To Me

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Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Loyalty
In a survival situation, you:Scream for help
Your hidden talent is:Spiritual wisdom
Your gift is:Genius
In groups, you:Perfer to act as security
Your best quality is:Your industriousness
Your weakness is:Being predictable
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song stuck in T's head: Nine Inch Nails - The Day The World Went Away

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And you thought I was kidding! =P

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And you thought I was kidding! =P

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swing of mood: ditzy ditzy
song stuck in T's head: Dave Matthews Band - When The World Ends (Oakenfold Remix)

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Make the SNOW stop!! *cries* I mean, I said I like the snow...but 3 feet is a little excessive! And there's no need for power outages... >_< I miss my anime/mech pilot goggles. (And/or rather Mackey's goggles. They'd sure come in handy now!)

swing of mood: cranky cranky
song stuck in T's head: Conjure One w/ Sinead O'Connor - Tears From The Moon (Carmen Rizzo Stateside West Chillout Mix)

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Looks like we're going to have another Winter in which it only snows on the weekends. Grab your mittens, kids!

song stuck in T's head: Seal - Waiting For You

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETH!!!

swing of mood: bouncy bouncy
song stuck in T's head: Pure Tenshi - Kiss karahajimaru Miracle {Pure}

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!

swing of mood: hungry hungry
song stuck in T's head: Simply Red - Sunrise (2003)

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